Tomorrow I reduce my Synarel dose and start injecting 75 x 3 vials of Fostimon. Last time we started injecting I perked up considerably. I hope Fostimon has the same positive effect as Menopur.
Never have I felt such pressure. Even my Mother, who is usually a half empty kinda gal, said recently 'I have a good feeling this time' - whereas me, personally, am prepared for two outcomes:
- BFN (big fat no, for those not down with the lingo) or:
- BFP (big fat positive)... followed by a miscarriage.
To the women that go through cycle after cycle - I commend you. To the woman who try to conceive year after year you have my upmost admiration. If I drag myself out of my hormonal down regging induced pity party - we really only started 6 months ago. I need to put on my big girl pants and toughen up.
Egg collection is provisionally booked for Feb 12. The Wife has had to battle to get time off work for EC and ET - this has been stressing me out considerably.
Depressive update over.